I leave in 4 days

(Now edited for accuracy! =D)

Wednesday
-”POWERNAP” (it ended up being an 8-hour nap…hah)
-Woke up in a state of panic @ 2:00AM, freaked out, Max drove me to the gas station, bought a red bull, felt an adrenaline rush of panic over a test (sad, I know XD), finally felt a little less scared shitless.
-Retook every chem test this semester
-Reread all chem notes for this semester
-Reread all math notes (I ended up doing this during lunch right before the final)

Thursday
-AP World Meeting @7:00AM He was cool about me not going to it. Yay.
-Math tests @7:15AM I was still studying for chem
-Chem final
-Math final
-School’s over. I’m fucking done as fuck. And hopefully don’t have to go an hero.
-Majo’s birthday (I <3 HER)
-Night swimming + sleepover at Jenna’s, with Lia and Jake (I <3 THEM)
-Basically had the shittiest morning, the scariest afternoon, but the best night.

Friday
-Pack

Saturday
-Last minute things: Buy AP books, haircut lol?
-Attempt to finish entire Japanese textbook
-Preemptively apologize for my failure as a daughter and a human being, lol

Sunday
-Leave home about 6:00am, 8:29am flight
-BRB GUYS, JAPAN

I WISH I DIDN’T CARE SO MUCH ABOUT NOT FAILING. BUT I DO. I STUDY LIKE MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. WHY? BECAUSE I’M WEAK AND I’M AFRAID THAT MY INNATE SKILLS ARE SUBPAR AND TOO RISKY TO RELY UPON NAIVELY.